Kim’s Birthday: “I’m In Here”

Sick. Depressed. Drained. Been crying most of the week. I’ve slept 36 of the past 42 hours. Today would have been Kim’s 44th birthday. I miss him so much and talk to him every day.

I listen to this a lot. Today, it’s on repeat. I’m hoping he’ll hear and come to help me somehow, even if it’s just in a dream. Maybe if I can just sleep long enough…

“I’m In Here” — Sia

I’m in here, can anybody see me?
Can anybody help?
I’m in here, a prisoner of history
Can anybody help?

Can you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me
I need you to hold all of the sadness
I can not live with inside of me

I’m in here, I’m trying to tell you something
Can anybody help?
I’m in here, I’m calling out, but you can’t hear
Can anybody help?

Can you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me
I need you to hold all of the sadness
I can not live with inside of me

I’m crying out
I’m breaking down
I am feeling it all
Stuck inside these walls
Tell me there is hope for me

Is anybody out there, listening?

Can you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me
I need you to hold all of the sadness
I can not live with inside of me

Can you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me
I need you to hold all of the sadness
I can not live with inside of me

I’m in here
Can anybody see me?
Can anybody help?